“…What can be more immoral than to inflict suffering on me for the sake of deterring others, if I do not deserve it…?
So…I’m getting around to the issue of fairness and morality. I can go live a “moral” life right? Do all of the right things, say the right words, volunteer, etc. That’s how I could do a moral life. But would it matter?
No. I still sin.
I need someone to take my place, to take on the punishment I deserve to have inflicted on me.
Jesus didn’t deserve punishment. If you look at his life, he did not sin under the law. Not even once! So, it’s not fair that He was killed and I got off scot free. It’s not fair because it could never be fair.
You know what else isn’t fair? The pain that Christ had to (and because God is outside of our timeline, has to) feel every day when I sin again. The separation of that relationship that is damaged because of sin.
Yet, God isn’t dealing in fairness on this issue. He’s dealing in love. He forgives my sins. He washes me clean. He has made me whole again.
Sure, I don’t deserve this love, but that’s where Grace comes in. Unmerited favor…
Thank you God for your grace. I lift my head to you and praise you for being God, my God, my savior. I have sinned against you, and ask again for your forgiveness Father, and I know that you have forgiven me. Thank you God for letting me come into your presence without needing an advocate any longer. Thank you for the salvation you provided through your Son Jesus The Christ. Please continue to mold my life, to form Christ in me. I yield to your will now Father. Amen.